My Last Post (Probably)

For around two weeks, I wrote this journal religiously. It made me no better than I was. I have realized that I have become too much of a stupid kid to do anything good. It wasn’t her fault that she left me, it was not my passion for computers that I could not get into a premier institute, it was me and my selfishness all along. I have made so many errors in my life and slowly I am realizing that I don’t have anything to look forward to in life. I thinking giving up on life at this point will be my best choice. But me being me, I can’t even do it successfully. Let’s end all this, with this blog, journaling everyday, I have come to the realization that I will never amount to anything, I am a spoilt kid with no discipline or ambition. Simply a waste of space and time. My parents deserved something far better than me, someone like my sister who never gave up. I am merely a small hint of genius trapped in the glass of stupidity, shining brightly, but of no value. May God bless my parents with all the happiness which I wasn’t able to give to them. Goodbye folks, it was a great journey while it lasted, it’s better that I put an end to this now for taking this thing any further will only lead to sadness and grief. Ciao.