For around two weeks, I wrote this journal religiously. It made me no better than I was. I have realized that I have become too much of a stupid kid to do anything good. It wasn’t her fault that she left me, it was not my passion for computers that I could not get into […]
Author: Sam
Heyy there, welcome to my modest home on the internet, my own personal journal. Though it might sound stupid, but it's kind of a one off experience having your personal life just a wall apart from all the strangers on the internet. And when that wall is just a mere string of characters, it to the effect. Good luck finding the password.
Some thoughts
I am sitting here on the morning of 29th, Ankit’s watching Rockstar and Kun Faya Kun is on. I am searching for flight tickets after miserably failing to complete even a single question on CodeChef. This is outrageous, don’t you think. I am getting terrible and terrible at the only thing I love. He recommended […]
After so many days, I am finally writing again. This time I am going to inform you all that I am going to be busy with the new book that I have got issued from the library. The book goes by the name of House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski. I wanted to read […]
Chapter 1: Death of Souls
People died, souls remained. No matter how sharp your weapons are, no matter how powerful your blows are, one cannot destroy the soul. This is what our forefathers told us, and theirs told them. People die all the time, they used to say, the soul remains untouched. I kept repeating it over and over again […]
Yesterday was weird, neither did not waste my time, nor did I do something productive. Most of all, I forgot to write my blog post. Talked to Nepal regarding the GRiD 5.0. It was nice and all, and I’m pretty excited. Something is bugging me about it, maybe I’m not that good. After that, I […]
Morning was late, Polyphasic sleep did not work the way it should have, but honestly, I did not do it properly. I slept around 4, it was my problem. After waking up late, went to the class. Completed the classes, did not feel much. After the BXE lab, couldn’t get it checked, sad. Once that […]
This day was interesting. I have got my Physics experiment checked, got 14 marks, that was good. Did not attend the classes, I am kind of regretting it, but again, thoughts are important. After that came back and slept for 4 hours. I am trying to split my sleep time into 2 four hour slots […]
Today, it was quite easy going and nothing special happened. Though I wasted this weekend, but I learnt something, nothing is as easy as it seems. There are so many lessons learnt, but nothing big achieved. Is this the purpose of life? Nope. Talked to her last night. I am sure that nothing is going […]
Something hurts deep inside. Just to look civilized, I have pushed everyone I should have cared about into a deep pit of misery. It’s too late now. I can’t help them. I am too weak and fragile. In my greed, I destroyed the my people, my very own people who cared about me. I’ve been […]
0124 IST, Pune Dear Diary, Nothing much to say today. Just that I realized after wasting the entire day that there are 8 billion people on this planet. And everyone has their own way of loving, their own perspective on what love actually is. 8 billion different types of love. But the thing that separates […]
