After so many days, I am finally writing again. This time I am going to inform you all that I am going to be busy with the new book that I have got issued from the library. The book goes by the name of House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski. I wanted to read […]
Category: Diary
Yesterday was weird, neither did not waste my time, nor did I do something productive. Most of all, I forgot to write my blog post. Talked to Nepal regarding the GRiD 5.0. It was nice and all, and I’m pretty excited. Something is bugging me about it, maybe I’m not that good. After that, I […]
Morning was late, Polyphasic sleep did not work the way it should have, but honestly, I did not do it properly. I slept around 4, it was my problem. After waking up late, went to the class. Completed the classes, did not feel much. After the BXE lab, couldn’t get it checked, sad. Once that […]
This day was interesting. I have got my Physics experiment checked, got 14 marks, that was good. Did not attend the classes, I am kind of regretting it, but again, thoughts are important. After that came back and slept for 4 hours. I am trying to split my sleep time into 2 four hour slots […]
Today, it was quite easy going and nothing special happened. Though I wasted this weekend, but I learnt something, nothing is as easy as it seems. There are so many lessons learnt, but nothing big achieved. Is this the purpose of life? Nope. Talked to her last night. I am sure that nothing is going […]
Something hurts deep inside. Just to look civilized, I have pushed everyone I should have cared about into a deep pit of misery. It’s too late now. I can’t help them. I am too weak and fragile. In my greed, I destroyed the my people, my very own people who cared about me. I’ve been […]
0124 IST, Pune Dear Diary, Nothing much to say today. Just that I realized after wasting the entire day that there are 8 billion people on this planet. And everyone has their own way of loving, their own perspective on what love actually is. 8 billion different types of love. But the thing that separates […]
My day can be divided into four main events. The first one was waking up all gloomy and then getting all sad writing the blog entry that I wrote in the morning. After that I continued my day like that. Surprisingly people were respecting me more. Will continue like that from now on. Then after […]
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9th June: Sidenote
Woke up extremely early due to a power outage. After a thorough dialogue with myseslf, I have come to the conlusion that I need to stop clinging on to people for support and love and validation. Sometimes, it’s alright to look forward to people for certain things. Love, validation, support, help and so on. Positive […]
It’s nice. Having no cellphone is an interesting experiment on human psyche. I am feeling a lot free and happy now. Life’s slow but I like it like this. Woke up late and missed one class, though I do not regret it. After that I went for the Physics class. There was something fun. Sumit […]
