From this blog entry onwards, I am changing the format a little bit. Remembering every detail of the previous day is too stupid of a way to write stuff, so I am going to write whatever stream of thoughts there is in my brain while typing this entry.
Also, I have decided a few rules, I would do this entry every night before going to sleep and under no circumstances they would be edited after publishing. As for the location where the blog is hosted, the old site (meinetagebuch.000webhostapp.com) is still up but for better access, I have made sure that there exists a lightweight static version of the site on jt-pandey.tk. I have used Cloudflare pages to host that, and SimplyStatic WP Plugin. It’s too much effort, but it will work for now.
The entries will now have all the information I have collected from time I posted the last entry to the time of writing. The usage of 24 hours cycle makes things a bit difficult to recall.
Actual Thing:
Woke up almost on time, CSK won, I texted her. So not a great start at midnight, but still it was worth it. Had a decent breakfast, got ready on time, though it was futile, we did not have a proper EGR class. Shame.
Vitthal was absent (or just did not want to take a class), so we had Engineering Physics and then a substitution. We were free at around 1215. After coming back, had some lunch, completed my Physics prac file. Again it was useless as there was no physics practical due to power outage.
Came back from the acad block around 1500. Wasted the time around because there was not electricity nor was I ready to do anything. The only good thing that came out of this was that I read the Berserk (around 2 volumes), while my phone was begging to be plugged in.
After that, did some stupid stuffed, walked around, had some snacks. Came back, read some more of that cursed manga, and felt a it drowsy at around 1900. What a time to fall asleep!
Woke up exactly around 2100, mess closed. Had to get some guava juice and a mix veggie roll. Not that appetizing or heavy, but it worked. Read some more of the manga. The story is going good for now, but there are many questions unanswered. Then had some maggi, Midnight meal courtesy of Abhay Dwivedi.
Two things that stood out were the philosophical discussion on the importance of marriage and religion. It was fun. Satyam Satyapathi is not that good of a critical thinker, neither is Ankit Singh Tomar. Anyways, that was all about it.
Now another recurring theme in the life of this Jatin character is his stupid need for recognition of his existence by this character Shefali. She is actually living her life, but this Jatin character does seem to have some issues with staying stable.
Checked his phone every 5 minutes for like 7 hours straight. Quite a shameful experience. And when she did reply, managed to get the conversation going when she again left me on read. I don’t know why or how I am handling all this humiliation and going back again. It surely isn’t love. Love is a positive thing. What I am going through is not something positive, it’s something vile and stupid just like me. I just have to find out what it is, until then I’ll have to burn in this agony.
Anyways, enough of this moral repentance, time for some technical things. I think moving all the entries to a static site on the clear net with the domain which I have previously used for stuff is a stupid idea. Might as well post all these entries on my instagram account. So I have come to the conclusion that I need to migrate the site to a simpler subdomain which people will never come across. Fun little idea, just need to know how to execute it.
As for all the things I mentioned in the to-do yesterday, I have barely managed to get a handful of them done. I’ll have to work harder, I have completed around 25% of the Manga completed, so my entire free time is devoted to getting it to a cent percent. It shall be done by the 8th of June. As for the other things, I need to get on top again.
For what is life without ambition.
Ciao.
