Today was interesting. After going through whatever mood swings I was going through yesterday, today it was a very humbling day overall.
First, I missed breakfast and the first lecture and my roommates’ and abhay’s dance. Though I got the video, so it was fun.
Then after that I went to the class (without brushing my teeth), and started reading Berserk while I was in the class, RP saw me and confiscated my cellphone, I requested him to give it back to me, but to no avail. Then after that I was the target of quite a few fun banters (especially ones involving Sable). After that, a few more classes and stuff, and then came the Basic Electronics Prac. It was fun, we were working with Logic Gates. Learned some basic stuff.
After it was all over, I was comtemplating what I should do with my life and stuff and the usual “can’t stop speaking” mode. Me ankit and aditya were sitting on the bench by the football ground and he told me that I do not have a personality. It was quite a punch to the gut. Genuine sad. So now I have to work on it.
Then after that, she did not reply, maybe she got bored of me. Not quite unexpected, I don’t have much expectations from her either after whatever happened, also she did not fulfill her promise like the last time. No worries about that. She just doesn’t like me anymore, gotta live with that.
Learned a few things from patidaar, he’s a gujju. Couldn’t solve the wordle today (HATER), but solve that of 8th (CRUMB). Insightful. Ordered the pair of shoes that I wanted to at 549, pretty good deal if you ask me thanks to Sagar, remind me to get him something too in return for such a good deal. Saved me over 200.
Read a lot of berserk today (out of spite mostly rather than interest). Downloaded Mandy, could not push myself to watch it (my dopamine receptors are all fried up, gotta fix it). Then after that, also watched one episode of Paranoia Agent, looked interesting. Have to do the Engineering Mechanics assignment.
Now lastly for the over arching plot, its going fun but have to include some change very heavily and fast, otherwise I am going to lag behind. As of now, I am feeling kind of sleepy, so going to sleep now. Thanks, BYE.
