Woke up late, yet again. Jerked off just minutes after waking up, yet again. It’s too much ain’t it? Anyways, the started off well. After lunch, we walked a bit and I bought ice cream for 4 guys including me. Enjoyed the weather, and talked shit about the LGBTQ+ and stuff, as usual, the sarcastic and ironical stuff. After that we came to our room and it started raining, everyone dozed off and I was only awake in my room.
Put on some sad, melancholic Russian doomer music (courtesy of some reel I watched on the communics bloc with Doma’s Kletka in background, looked aesthetic), and yeah I felt a bit sad. Once the music was in order, I thought, how about I get my keyboard fixed. Went to HPs website, I found that the serial number of my keyboard was invalid. I was perplexed, so at first I tried my best to make it valid (lulz). Then after everything, I just emailed them everything I could. Still haven’t got any response.
After that, I thought why not get the MullvadVPN. Looked up for the refund policy and to my surprise, they do issue refunds if you pay with Swish, Wire Transfers or… Paypal. Yeah, right, Paypal. So I thought why not pay for the subscription with my debit card on Paypal. Rupay was out of question. I tried my NiyoX Visa Classic debit card, didn’t work, it didn’t have the international transactions enabled. Justs right then, UdayBhan came and as per usual, I asked him if I could use his Jupiter’s Visa card to buy this stuff. To make things easier, I transferred the funds beforehand. But to my surprise, it was of no use. To get more control over the Visa card on NiyoX, I thought why not complete my KYC so that I can upgrade to a Visa Platinum card, which will allow me to enable international transactions. Stupid me did not notice that it was Sunday, a non working day and KYC only works on working days at (8am-5pm). Will try tomorrow.
So after trying all this, I thought why not ask her for help, but she did not have a Visa International card. It seemed like she was ignoring me, she has every right to. I made quite a big deal about it to myself. Got quite sad, since she never texted me back about it. No problem though, she atleast tried to help me and she couldn’t help me anyways. So after dinner, I got on the bed, and thought about it.
MullvadVPN was not the point of conversation now, I was thinking about my relationship with her. I think sometimes people are not made for each other. Maybe we were just attracted to each other, so why does it hurt when I type this? Maybe it was serious from my side, attraction from hers. Or maybe it was serious from both sides and things justs did not work out. I don’t know, but I do not have any intention of making it work again, we have hurt each other enough. No more thoughts about it.
After that we played some mini militia while Moon was making female versions of everyone in our friend groups. I thought of adding those pictures here (they were too good to leave out) but I decided otherwise, because they might violate the privacy of the people involved. They created mine too but I don’t care. Fun isn’t it.
Then after that I sat here typing my blog, put up Disturbing Hoaxes Iceberg by Lazy Masquerade in the background. It’s chilly btw, too long, still running. In the middle, I was disturbed by Uday who asked me if I completed the Wordle today. I struggled a lot, and to my surprise (and it made me a tad bit sad too), Ankit did it before me. Finally, after using every combination possible I found the word which was ENNUI. Like what the fuck! Is it even a word? Whatever. I am over it. I am done with stupid wordles. I don’t even consider it a valid Wordle.
So after doing all these, I am sitting here watching this stupid video. It’s disturbing and it’s helping me increase my tolerance. I don’t know how I can even sleep after watching these kind of videos at this late in night. So this short paragraph was dedicated to Lazy Masquerade for making these weird videos. Thanks from nitwits like me who enjoy your content if you ever find this blogs.
And now the final part, summing it all up. The day was fine, a tad bit depressing and dark (literally. too much cloud cover and a bit rain here and there). I learned some things, have to learn a lot of things. Also, when Pandey asked me a programming question I realized how much shit I am in. In less than two months new FEs are going to come and what am I going to tell them? Have to get started. Wish me luck.
