Today, it was quite easy going and nothing special happened. Though I wasted this weekend, but I learnt something, nothing is as easy as it seems. There are so many lessons learnt, but nothing big achieved. Is this the purpose of life? Nope. Talked to her last night. I am sure that nothing is going to make me happy anymore other than getting respect from people around me. I’ve completed the 0.1 TB target that I had made for myself. I have downloaded 100+ GB of content from the internet. I am quite happy with it. Now that it’s done, I have to focus of stuff. Stuff that is actually important. I have make a small but simple plan that I can follow. I have set a high target for myself in life but it cannot be achieved without hardwork and proper planning. Proper planning is required for everything in life how so ever simple it might be.
So from now on I am going to make simple day-to-day targets and objectives to complete stuff. I am not going to put on things on tomorrow from tomorrow onwards. I am going to do my physics stuff tomorrow morning. I am not going to classes because I am not interested honestly. I am going to make the graphs and write-up in the morning.
So let’s end tonight by saying that life is enjoyable if you want to enjoy it. It’s simply something that we are given to make the most of. Yesterday’s training ground exercise made me realize how weak I am. I have to strengthen myself, both physically and mentally. The only reason I am not courageous is because I am not physically fit so I don’t feel confident enough to get into conversations and debate and arguments. I will surely do it. Just simple byte sized pieces of life to live at once and enjoying the wholesome mess I am in. Hope everything goes alright. Peace <3
